Mousemonkey :
I'm sure that's deep and meaningful to you but it don't mean squat to me.
this is a private forum where the original poster is under contractual agreement with bodyguards and trustees and lawyers and attorneys and such?
no it isnt.
so that must mean..
'it dont mean squat to me'
is when you are standing there lonely and people ignore or neglect you.
i have lived my life like that before, and i usually would leave or force myself onto something.
i learned about forcing myself onto something is not the welcomed thing to do.
so instead of immediately leaving, i learned it is best to walk around and see if there is something i can get my head in.. and then ask for permission to get involved.
then.. if the permission was denied, i would be forced to leave.
or
if i couldnt find something to get my head into, i would again be forced to leave.
unfortunately, perhaps, i have also done a swell job of forcing myself into situations and rising the situation to upper-class (or higher levels of maturity).
as a matter of fact, the local government knows this.. the federal government know this.. and any government class higher knows it.